MeganDawn_Writes as MystikCeleste

  Life gets hard and it gets messed up When you give so much, but it's not enough When the high's too high and the low's too low When you love someone and they let you go Don't you let it kill you Even when it hurts like hell Oh, whatever tears you apart Don't let it break your heart Time takes time to heal it You can't do it by yourself Oh, whatever tears you apart Don't let it break you heart. - Don't Let It Break Your Heart by Louis Tomlinson released in 2020 on his album Walls Okay, I know I used this song in the last blog. But it's just that good that it fits this one, too. Anyway... This whole finding myself and healing thing has been a very long process. It started back in October of 2018, when my last relationship ended. I had to face the knowledge that I had - for the 3rd time in a row - allowed myself to get in a relationship with an abusive, narcissistic, controlling person. That realization didn't sit well, and I went a bit crazy for ...

  The warmth of your love's like the warmth of the sun And this will be our year, took a long time to come. Don't let go of my hand, now the darkness has come. And this will be our year, took a long time to come. And I won't forget the way you held me up when I was down. And I won't forget the way you said -  "Darling, I love you" You gave me faith to go on Now we're there  And we've only just begun And this will be our year. - This Will Be Our Year from Season 2 of the TV show Smash, as performed by Jeremy Jordan, Andy Mientus, Krysta Rodriguez, and Katherine McPhee - originally released by The Zombies It's been 10 years since Smash Season 2 ended and we did not get a Season 3. 10 years and I am still salty about it. Smash was a great show. Sure, it had issues and its critics - but it had heart and soul and music and dancing. And it gave me Jeremy, Andy, and Krysta.  And this song is the perfect way to start a blog about some of my own personal he...